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The End Of Usual Days
02:59
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(her)
There has been a day from which many people have lost themselves
That day marked the end of usual days
The clouds, an anomaly
The anomaly, our new normality
No rain, no light
No difference between day and night
Together under grey skies
(him)
Wake up at dawn when the sun never rises
and speak to the stars when the stars never shine
(her)
They began to talk about a strange and extreme form of meteoropathy
Sadness increases
Panic attacks
Apathy grows
Sexuality is compulsive, rotten, lifeless and emptied of any kind of love
Filled bellies and stillborn babies
A drastic reduction in human life on earth
The birth of death
Your face, no longer lit by the sun
I still remember that day as the day I stopped loving you
I tried to speak, I couldn't
That day marked the end of usual days
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A Sad Awakening
05:55
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You woke up with your body exposed
People coming and going in the cold blindness
Surrounded by a thousand eyes, a thousand lies
And bad paradigms
Maybe they got the key to open the cage you're closed in
Or maybe they don't care
It feels like the end of the world but it goes on and on
And won't change
We are slowly dying from birth
Got no time
You're asking yourself what will happen
Afterglass
How you gonna see the stars tonight?
How you gonna find a reason to fight?
I'll keep you safe from stupid lives
In my cubic suicide of mind
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3. |
Broken Mirrors
04:57
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Justify another lie
Get ready to make me collapse in that game
Neutralize
Justify
The reason you keep victimizing yourself
I'm the cause and consequence
of unknown and well hidden mistakes
I'm the guide of your mind
The only thing that can stop your decay
But you'll never change In the name of the game
All your rebel thoughts are still frozen in a frame
There's a little crack I can see in the glass
Trying to scream again but nobody's gonna hear
Flying through broken mirrors
Staying closer to the edge
Rise and fall of a fetus
Little comet in your head
Put on your daily mask
Get ready to feel proud of what you fake to be
I'm the voice that cannot talk
The missing word when your mouth can't move anymore
But you're just a slave in a kingdom of pain
Made of paper walls that I can easily break
But if there was a chance was the one you failed
Now there's no more time and your fate is to remain here
Flying through broken mirrors
Staying closer to the edge
Rise and fall of a fetus
Little comet in your head
In your head I fall again
In your head I crawl again
You are nothing more
Than a name on a grave
Part of your reflection
Is fading away
And the rest is just a blurred image
What will survive of you
By the end of the day?
Flying through broken mirrors
Staying closer to the end
In your fucking head
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4. |
My Dirty Lover
04:24
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I feel your breath on my neck right here in my bed
I cannot stand it
Just want to break your head with a baseball bat
You're a parasite, a brain destroyer, a pain in the ass
I wanna kill you
Oh my dirty bitch, my dirty lover
Day by day all I do is hurt myself instead of hurting you
God give me a knife
cause all I want to see is her dead body
I should have a bit of common sense but I'm stupid and weak
God purify me
and look how much I hate my dirty lover
Help me, I'm sick
I'm not sober, I'm not complete
Help me cut her skin
I'm the maniac, she's the enemy
Let the bloodshed begin
cause without her I'll be free
Let it flow on my hands
baby I'm waiting for your fuckin end
And shadows all around me turn into something I'm afraid of,
lonely limbo
Hell talks to me and sets fire on my body,
lovely evil
I just cannot wait to dismember myself
I just cannot wait to smash my head
Help me, I'm sick
I'm not sober, I'm not complete
Help me cut her skin
I'm the maniac, she's the enemy
Let the bloodshed begin
cause without her I'll be free
Let it flow on my hands
baby I'm waiting for your fuckin end
Help me, I'm sick
cause I love when you're bout to scream
Wound me violently
cause I don't deserve anything
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5. |
Drown Into Madness
03:53
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Baby you like dancing with the devil
Nothing compared to this
You say you like things that are peculiar
But this is not the case
If there is a thing I can do
It's to make you stronger
By showing all my bad sides
And hard testing your tolerance
Pushing me to the light
You drown into madness tonight
Bringing me back to surface
Willing to lose a whole life
It's a battle you never give up
Is it really worth it?
Baby you like when things are complicated
But this is something more
You say you like to get lost in meanings
Despite no meaning in me
If there is a thing I can do
It's to make you smiling
By showing all my futilities
And energizing the love we feel
Pushing me to the light
You drown into madness tonight
Bringing me back to surface
Willing to lose a whole life
It's a battle you never give up
Is it really worth it?
Pushing me to the light
You drown into madness tonight
Bringing me back to surface
Willing to lose a whole life
It's a battle you never give up
Is it really worth it?
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(him)
Hormonal, visceral
Our love so physical
Cold, Impersonal
Your touch mechanical
Can't speak cause your mouth so cannibal
Your corruption so subliminal
My cousin died but you bought new shoes
And nothing matters if you're cool
(her)
I don't care if you don't look me in the eyes
And if I'm only a body to admire
Physical, I'm physical
Don't be so critical
Cynical, cynical
I'm just too cynical
(him)
Digital, digital
You look so digital
Vertical, vertical
Our lives so vertical
Now we're part of the same showcase
But actually apart outside of it
My cousin died and never born
Just like our love, so cynical
I don't care if we look beautiful in a frame
Just want to fade in a dramatic viral way
(her)
I don't care if you don't look me in the eyes
And if I'm only a body to admire
I don't care if we don't really look inside
If we are artifice of our desire
Physical, I'm physical
Don't be so critical
Cynical, cynical
I'm just too cynical
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7. |
Routine
03:21
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(her)
Thinking hurts me
The eyes are burning
The skin trembles
The skin wrinkles
Nothing but nothing
Just think what it would be not to think
(him)
Rise
Run
Think
Cry
Rage
Somatize
Fall
Repeat
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8. |
Deathbed
04:07
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Always going on slowly everyday
Everything incomplete everywhen
Always overthinking everynight
It's the strange mechanism of my mind
I swear I tried to do my best
Not my fault if the world goes so fast
Dreams of glories that are not mine yet
While I'm alone here in my deathbed
What a shame to be obsessed by freedom
Always wasting time everytime
Wondering what to do til moonlight
Always finding truth behind my lies
It's the strange mechanism that governs my life
I swear I tried to do my best
Not my fault if the world goes too fast
Dreams of goals I have not achieved yet
While I'm petrified in my deathbed
What a shame to be slave of freedom
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9. |
Lulling Waves
03:16
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(her)
Five dirty dead souls scattered on a dark beach
Wandering lonely
Black shadow wraps
Vortex wind
Ice freezes in the bones, in the veins
Blood freezes
Blood oxidizes
The glass spreads
Rain of glass tears from the sky in flames
Bleeds the sky in flames
Minds bleed
Inflames the mind
Inflames the skin deceives the mind
Blames the mind
Invades thirst
Burns the sky
Burns lip
Burns the body
Burns knot
Burns
(him)
Close your eyes and float away
Through dreams of enchanting love
Up and down on lulling waves
Ever further from the shore
Slide a bit lower, let you go
And sleep well
Sleep well
Can you still breathe?
Can you still feel?
Can you see death in the living?
Are you seeing what I see too
while getting lost in your coma?
Close your eyes and float away
Through dreams of enchanting storms
Up and down on lulling waves
Ever further from your dawn
Falling remembering all your faults
Babe, sleep well
Sleep well
Sleep well
Can you still breathe?
Can you still feel?
Can you see death in the living?
Are you seeing what I see too
while getting lost in your coma?
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10. |
Falling Remembering
04:07
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11. |
Stillborns
06:55
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Good morning my love
I had a dream last night
There was a cradle, an empty cradle
And there were you, but it wasn't you
We were staring at the cradle hearing the baby crying
But it was just you and me, in a room
With black clouds drawn on the walls and weird vibes in the air
Your face, so blurry
Constantly changing
I tried to speak, I couldn't
I wasn't able to make any sound
And suddenly, I realized the baby had stopped crying
Yeah, there was no baby
You started looking at me, at my belly
So round and big
I was feeling something moving inside
It hurt like hell
I was afraid
I looked at you, but it wasn't you
I tried to scream, I couldn't
My belly began to deform
Your eyes, full and empty at the same time
Full of indifference, empty of love
The cradle wasn't empty anymore
There was a baby, a monster, a mantis
No more clouds on the walls, just insects
My belly exploded, my insides fell on the floor
Your look, still impassible
The insects, they came towards me
They started eating my insides
They were buzzing
And you were laughing
And I was dying
I woke up, I figured it out
What are we waiting while we keep bleeding?
And it keeps pushing
Pushing
Pushing
Pushing
Pushing...
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12. |
Slowly Dying
03:06
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13. |
Together Dead
05:26
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I keep watching out my window on the crowd
Everybody's chasing something abstract
They keep wandering
Shuffling randomly
And black clouds move threatening on the background
I keep watching in the box before me
Every smile and every tear is flaunted
They make us believe the more dark we're in the deep
The more bright we can be on a golden surface
And good things can be reachable on that surface
But we are all underneath
Where needs outclass all our dreams
Together lost, together dead
But still got breath
I keep watching out
Hearing for a sound
A voice of hope among a thousand ones
How to figure it out if all keeps getting loud?
How to make that voice to reach the surface?
And happiness is real only on that surface
But we are all underneath
Where we run fast for our needs
Together lost and so till death
Cause we live only to breathe
And suffocate all our dreams
Together lost, together dead
And with a little less breath
Why can't we change everything?
Why do we have to live for something?
Together lost and out of breath
Cause we can't be something more
Together lost, together dead
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Alluders Italy
An independent music project by Hermes A. Conte (February 20, 1994).
Alluders' music's
made up of a predominantly electronic and alternative spirit contaminated by various genres including rock and others; all of that conceived through a very personal -and often experimental-approach.
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